Hello! Welcome to Sunday, week 10.

Today I struggle with one simple thought: Where did the time go?!
The weeks seem to pass so fast, and I feel like I have done absolutely nothing with my time!

Don’t get me wrong, when I truly break it down, I realise I have done quite a bit, but I feel like I have so little to show for it! Is this what our teachers meant with how frustrating doing research is? Just the endless search for information, to then write maybe a few sentences about it…
I have watched, listened to, and read SO MANY articles/books/videos/etc. And I feel like I have done absolutely nothing with so many weeks.

All I can think now is: Should I just embrace it? Or go full force in the time I still have?

I kinda lean towards the latter… But I always do. I am bad at giving up.

So, what have I been doing these past 3 days?
On Friday, I worked most of the day to then go out for dinner with a friend. I went specifically to test if I could eat out. And I could! It was very concentrated with very low expectations, but no nausea, and no other bigger issues. I didn’t eat much, but enough to have a positive night.

On Saturday, I helped out at my local tennisclub all afternoon behind the bar. I do this quite often (maybe more so before the pandemic). It is a very nice way of being social for me. Nobody can get close, I get the chance to talk to people I know well from my years of playing tennis, and I get to be busy with serving drinks and making food. It is a very nice balance for me!
But it is physically exhausting. Even just 4 hours is quite heavy. A lot of squats to reach bottles below the bar (everything is stored in small fridges) and just a lot of running around.

Needless to say, today is a no-movement day, just doing some work.