Thursday, week 4. Pfff, so much has happened in 2 days! Not in “I got the opportunity of a lifetime!” but more in a “I see improvement in how things are going!” way.
My last blog was definitely a turning point in perspective for me. Do not get me wrong, I am an exhausted mess right now. BUT, I am doing a whole lot better perspective-wise than I did three days ago.
On Wednesday, I took a complete social time-out. I truly did not check social media for the day, and I told close friends that I would not be online all day. What an experience! I truly felt so much better that day than I have felt for months. I had a headache, I was tired, I could not eat well, and yet I was listening to music and crying and letting everything just go. Might sound a bit odd, but music used to hit me emotionally a lot for most of my life, but lost its touch these past few months. I literally stopped listening to music to listen. I was only hearing it to fill the void.
Yeah, that is not happening anymore. I immediately felt like the music was lifting me up again and truly fueling me like it used to do. Breathtaking!
These refreshing winds only continued today!
I have had the most productive day in ages. I am catching up on Skillshare courses like crazy, and have been reading my 4-hour workweek book again! I am actually starting to get some traction again.
I will say, my walk on Tuesday did a number on me! I walked for an hour, which would normally be fine. However, I forgot that I had not moved in little over a month and had absolutely no physical stability to keep myself upright for an hour long walk.
Yesterday, my complete core was BURNING and pretty much inflamated. Today is no different, haha!
A gentle note to self: Exercise is essential, but stop being an idiot. Future-you thanks you.
So to wrap it up:
Today I will moan and complain while putting my brain to use in a way that I love.
Talk to you on Sunday!